Lies

At first it was the hype of hiding something you didn't want them to know just because, you think that they might not understand it. That for your own reason, no one, especially those whom you trust the most, will never ever get it and see it in your own point of view.

But then slowly and inescapably, you began being that. You tend to adopt all these deceptions and distorted facts lurking around you and your newly established cosmos. And then, gradually, you're somewhat confused about everything.

Two options is all you've got but can you manage to choose or figure which is which?

Is it the "Truth"

or

Is it still part of your plausible "Lies"

Now think about it.
Does all these made up fictions still unreal to be reasonably cover up with what's "the" reality and what's not.

Think and think.

O what truths and deception could bring...

-allystuffandetc

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Frustrations...

Chance
I gave you that.

Change
that's what I expect you to do

Being too Judgmental
that's what I hated about you the most

Direct to the point and real
that's what you always tell me how you are.

Exactly, never in your life you became pretentious and blind of whatever other people around you showed you. But is it?

Aren't you being too confident of yourself too?
Do you ever consider that maybe just maybe they are hurt because of you too?

Did the thought of consideration towards what other people especially those you didn't know will feel, ever passed your mind?

I guess, you tend to think that the world should revolve accordingly to the way you see and manipulate things around you...

Disappointment
is what I'm exactly feeling at the moment.

Hopelessness for you
cause it seems like you'll never have the chance to change yourself
as someone who is being too judgmental and manipulative.

Care
is what I have for you but I guess
you'll never see it as me being concerned with you...

I just hope, really hope that you realize everything else before its too late for you...

-allystuffandetc

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